Artemis wrote:
[quote]they also fear accepting for the same reason that experiencers fear telling. FEAR.


Very right, that camp CIT who was so very very rude later admitted to being absolutely terrified of aliens. And she was assigned to the cabin with my friend and me in it. Very unlucky for her, since I talked about the paranormal at campfire every night, and since my friend and I wore tin-foíl hats while trying to contact the aliens. :Talking Alíen: She seemed convinced that aliens would get her just because she was in the same cabin as us. :alíen: I would fell sorry for her but calling someone a "f-ed up nerd" is just nasty.

I would not let her bother you.... I learnt in life about "who has the problem".... I don't take on board others fears... its theirs and if I get upset over their lack of knowledge or understandíng then I make their fear my problem. That was a tough lesson for me to learn... but learn I did.

Just believe in yourself Artemis... and then others wíll believe in you. If you have doubts or fears that you wíll be called a nut, those doubts wíll be reflected to you by others.... Its all about mirrors.

The camp CIT...(whatever a CIT is) may have been abducted and denying it to herself.... you just don't know. :Don't know: She does seem to have an unnatural fear, don't you think? The reason I think she may have been abducted and denying it is because once upon a time I use to have an unnatural fear of aliens.... yep! I did... and it wasn't until many, many years later that I realised I was being taken, when it was so blatant I could not say I wasn't.... waking to find myself floating out horizontally through the curtains and glass in my bedroom.... when I lifted my head I saw the flying saucér hovering not far from my bedroom window. So after that there was no denying what was happening to me..... She may be the same... its hard to know.

Pen