Have any of you had evil stuff happen to others cos of what they did or said to you, with out you doing or thinking a evil thought upon them?

This has happened to others close to me, I have lost so many close friends in the last five years, I don't know how to stop these things from happening.
I have stopped making new friends cos of it, when I think about it, it is just like what Newton had said, "every action has a equal and opposite reaction", this type of observance is slowly turning me into a recluse, and if I am around others, I try to only talk about what they want to, cos just about every single person I have ever met, sees me as different/strange/fringe/alien.

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